It isn't the same anymore as time goes by. I lost the people I care and loved dearly but I accepted it. They were the ones whom I could laugh along with and tell everything to. They were my dearest friends and brotherhood to me. Up and Down they were there for me. Smile or Tears they are the ones by my side. Day nor Night they were still by me as a shadow. My guardians, my brothers, my knights, my family. To find someone like them it is truely impossible. Not even one can be replace their place. They can't bring laughter in me like them. They can't wipe my tears like they do. They can't even light up my smiles like they do. The more they do the more I feel annoyed and they make me feel they are irritating. Techno Freak Gor Gor, Abg Ikan Masin Talapia, Abg Sotong, Abg Incredible Hulk, Brother Annoying Parrot & Cold Blooded Mr Cool T. I miss you guys and yes I still miss you guys, I miss talking to you guys and miss being bully by you guys. Dah lama sangat tak di buli. Tempat untuk merungut untuk gossip pun dah hilang. Hanya kenangan ditinggalkan oleh abg-abg semua.
I don't and will never know what the truth behind all these, but only her herself will know the truth the rest of her life. But leaving both of us this way suffer is it better and making you guys happier? I am not sure but all I am sure we both girls miss you guys dearly. We may be the toy we may be the puppets but our care for all of you were never fake yet true and pure as the real diamonds. Each day we try to deny and forget the pains but the wound in the scar is way to deep to be healed up just like that. We don't blame you guys we don't hate you guys because you made us grown up different ways. You made us understand the world in the other way of style. But we never know either to thank you guys or to hate you guys for leaving us like this. We were immature back then. We love risks and dangers and we thought it was fun. Fun facing the risks and dangers. Right now we truely understand why we are forbidden with all sorts of things. Just want you guys to know we girls love you guys dearly and hope one day at least drop a mail saying Hi to us. Love you guys always brothers. & of course love you too Mr T
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