Don't worry and just wait..

you can keep whatever you promised them, you can keep that promises you have done for them all these while, i have enough of pain in this life. I have learned my lesson babe, I have learned the hard way. Thank you. Every other day I wish I know how to be strong but I can never be one. I can't let go what I have made as my precious one. You can kill me to make me let go everything that I have carved in my heart. To you and them I may not be important but to me you and them are everything above my family. You all were the place I called a shelter and comfort zone you all were my everything before my family. I won't mind to replace my life for all of you and that will never change. Sorry that I will never change myself and I will keep it this way. One way to make me forget them is by killing me. That is when I will forget and forgot by them.
I love you all too deeply to forget you all easily but if I have to erase you all it is impossible.
Let me be, let me die slowly I will die eventually don't worry I am waiting for my time too..
Just wait patiently so you guys can celebrate once I am gone.

哥。。。

哥哥，我好痛苦。最需要你的时后你并不出现。。。
你在那里，哥？
哥，我伤害了一位男生的心哦就算我不想现在已经太迟了。
哥，我好想哭，好想好想大哭不过我的心哭不出反而我感觉好爽当看见他不爽。
好想好想马上叫他离开我。。。
哥，你最经好吗？有没有好好照顾自已呢？妹妹好想念你哦。
最经压力好大哦不过你这位妹妹已经长大了可以照顾自己啦，
你放心就好了吧。
答应我你会好好照顾自已。。。。。

Life Will Go On.....

It isn't the same anymore as time goes by. I lost the people I care and loved dearly but I accepted it. They were the ones whom I could laugh along with and tell everything to. They were my dearest friends and brotherhood to me. Up and Down they were there for me. Smile or Tears they are the ones by my side. Day nor Night they were still by me as a shadow. My guardians, my brothers, my knights, my family. To find someone like them it is truely impossible. Not even one can be replace their place. They can't bring laughter in me like them. They can't wipe my tears like they do. They can't even light up my smiles like they do. The more they do the more I feel annoyed and they make me feel they are irritating. Techno Freak Gor Gor, Abg Ikan Masin Talapia, Abg Sotong, Abg Incredible Hulk, Brother Annoying Parrot & Cold Blooded Mr Cool T. I miss you guys and yes I still miss you guys, I miss talking to you guys and miss being bully by you guys. Dah lama sangat tak di buli. Tempat untuk merungut untuk gossip pun dah hilang. Hanya kenangan ditinggalkan oleh abg-abg semua.

I don't and will never know what the truth behind all these, but only her herself will know the truth the rest of her life. But leaving both of us this way suffer is it better and making you guys happier? I am not sure but all I am sure we both girls miss you guys dearly. We may be the toy we may be the puppets but our care for all of you were never fake yet true and pure as the real diamonds. Each day we try to deny and forget the pains but the wound in the scar is way to deep to be healed up just like that. We don't blame you guys we don't hate you guys because you made us grown up different ways. You made us understand the world in the other way of style. But we never know either to thank you guys or to hate you guys for leaving us like this. We were immature back then. We love risks and dangers and we thought it was fun. Fun facing the risks and dangers. Right now we truely understand why we are forbidden with all sorts of things. Just want you guys to know we girls love you guys dearly and hope one day at least drop a mail saying Hi to us. Love you guys always brothers. & of course love you too Mr T

Bulan puasa tahun ni abg-abg kesayangan Kim berpuasa tak? Jgn tak puasa ^&^ and make it to the fullest :) Nizt dia g interview hari ni, rasa nk sekeh dia je sbb dia asyik ckp dia akan bersyukur kalo x dpt job tu. Abg-abg tolong lecture dia sikit. Bikin panas je dia ni =.= Kim plak rasa nak ja sekeh-sekeh dia. Kim plak da keje, lambat laun maybe to overcome my fear to face the world Kim masuk college kot. tu pown kalo ada rezeki untuk masuk la haha. Ada orang yg tak pernah terima Kim da mula terima Kim and slowly he is trying to persuade me to go for courses at least make it to Degree. Sooner or later sure I will da tak libatkan diri dalam sukan, this time I may be studying and working. Life changed so so much abg, dalam sekelip mata je banyak yang berubah hanya kimmy je yg tak...